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Its crazy......
when i feel like everything is good and fine, it all crashes.... i don't know why it has to be that why, i am alone and i don't like it. @ ALL, its so Frustrating....... The one i love the most pisses me off and gets on my las nerve...... he has a way of doing that and not seeming to care. but i wish i could just not care but thats my problem, i think Caring too much , none of this would be an issue if i didn't care at all, i wish i could have my time with out him but i cant i love him so much and want to be with him ALL THE TIME...... And when I get upset because i am not...... that causes problems...... I care when he doesn't..... it shouldn't be that way though, i need to stop if he is not worried about it then why do i need to get all worked up about it?? i mean in all reality i am living a pretty crazy life right now....... no one seems to understand AT ALL . but for me the lil 19 year old girl that i am, i am sick of it!!!!! work, work, school work, school Work, a lil sleep here, stressing for stupid thing, paying this bill and that bill...... more school more work...... and then Alex...... i just don't know i feel like i try and give so much and all i get is ....... That ..... Dot Dot Dot..... ??? i don't know i am rambling now..... oh well i have so much on my mind it needs to come out somewhere so here i go ...... i am Ready for school to be over with , and done with my 8-10+ days..... i am ready to work a real job and not have a car payment i am ready to live on my own and go home to my very own house and cook my own dinner for me....... i am ready to Grow up and i know it wont happen over night...... But SOON I hope, i was thinking i was going to wait for alex, but why if i can then i will he can do his own thing..... oh well Good Night
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| I know it has been FOREVER.... Catch Up Late PROMISE I LOVE ALEX |
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| School Days!!!! I love my Girls, Amanada Brittney and Jennea!!!! |
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| Well things are just busy as usual!!!! Alex is amamizng! I love him more and more everyday!!!!!
Work is WORK.... Enough Said i love Workign at Hairmasters but Michaels is a different Story :(
Friends + College = :::BOO:::: No Fun
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| its been a Crazy Week, sorry i have not updated muhc!!!
i need sleep though!!!!
love yall
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